Sunday, July 15, 2012

dying once again

another lifeless day.

baket ba hindi enough na makita ko sila sa webcam? i should be thankful na technology gets us connected unlike ung mga nag-a-abroad before. nakikita ko sila, nakakausap at kahit papaano involved sa buhay nila araw-araw.

pero baket may kulang? like there is hole that cannot just be filled over and over.

gusto ko silang mahawakan, mayakap at pupugin ng halik!

gusto kong putulan sila ng kuko, linisan ng tenga, paliguan, pagalitan sa personal, utuin at punasan ang bawat luhang nalalaglag kapag nare-realize nilang gusto na din nila ako makasama.

ilang buwan na ba? 6 months over na akong patay.

robot.

nagta-trabaho, gumagalaw.

i hope that this is all just worth it.


i hope i can just make all their sacrifices for the family worth it.

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