Sunday, April 1, 2012

my first suicide attempt

first time in history ata na naka schedule ang suicide.

at tanging si emotera lang ata ang gagawa non. cge try mo search sa net if nakapagpa set in advance ng kanilang suicidal attempt. i am 100% sure na wala. pustahan pa tayo - mag suicide ako kapag mali ako?! ano?



so you asked, anong drama na naman etetch. e pano ba naman, nagtimbang ako kahapon. and the weighing scale shouted an enormous 62 kilos at me!



hindi na to keribels. imagine huh, wala pa akong 5 feet and i was weighing 62 kilos. so naisip kong magpakamatay na lang. masakit sa akin to ha at sana kayanin ko. so tomorrow, i will have my first ever attempt to kill my ownself.

starting tomorrow...
  1. no rice - pikit mata
  2. no coffee - unless walang sugar at creamer
  3. continue the smoke-less life (more than a month na started Feb. 18, IKR (like i know right) na nandaya ako when i was in pinas, 5 days lang un)
  4. no bus #6 - so from loyang avenue til office, back and forth, lalakarin ko na - strictly
  5. 2-hr jog or walk - everyday (ambulance please)
me naiisip pa ba kayo na pwede kong ikamatay, please feel free to comment. baket kase kahit food na hindi ko kainin at madaanan ko lang e nagre-register sa katawan ko. i was not surprised that i was offered the large size kahapon sa lucky plaza. fits me just right.

kainis. samantalang dati extra small lang ang size ko. waaaahhhhhhh.



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